I know what would Mrs. Gilbert say. She would say to take a deep breath and to relax, that I am not responsible of him being either or not in a good mood. He doesn't know.
Amylie said he was happy, lately. I should not worry, really. But it is stronger than me, I just can't help it. I'm going to wake up too early on tomorrow, so it'll just get worst. Ahhh, help me someone... Maybe he's happy with Amylie but won't with me? I want to talk to him like we did last time with Kristina, it was awesome. It helped me go through the first half of the first semester. It didn't go well for the second half and look how I've been for about 2 or 3 weeks. And now I need to go though the second semester. An awful semester with a crappy timetable and full or work. And if he's mean & bitchy, i don't know what will happen with me. Oh, I need him to be kind to me... Pleaaaase!!!!
My hair looked good today, I hope it'll be the same tomorrow. What will he think about my new almost-blond hair? Will he think I'm trying to do the same as M.? Oh, God, I hope not!!! I had a dream about her last night, btw, that was funny. Maybe it means something? Ahhh, shut up.
I am definitely shutting up now.